Thank you, they have some beautiful options.

Thank you, Steven Singer seems reasonably priced as well.

I didn’t think there was something worse than the little packs of raisins.

2, an empty can of monster (just finished it) and a water bottle. Pretty standard for a night shift.

My former neighbors never truly appreciated the 4 cars in various states of disrepair taking up the majority of my driveway. I’m not a hoarder, I was just trying to keep our taxes reasonable.

Very unsuccessfully, I’ve been fighting this fight for over 30 years in and out of the care of doctors, luckily right now I have insurance so I’m just out copays and whatever fees the psychiatrist’s office decides to send my way but it’s worth it because I’m stable. Without professional help I pile on distractions, hobbies, overwork, volunteering, etc. Not a healthy coping strategy, I’ve tried to kill myself twice (the last time earned me a 4 day medically induced coma) and been put on psychiatric hold. I know you said poor people can’t afford it but there are clinics where I live that deal almost exclusively with the homeless, if they can find a way to help them they may be able to help people in better financial positions who still can’t afford treatment on their budget.

Edit: to address your question more productively, one of the things I’ve been doing on my own is writing to myself. I have been thinking about my situation and identifying behaviors that I need to change. When I go through my days I don’t really consider my actions but when sit and really think about it I can see what I am doing that is toxic, then when I start to do it again it’s easier to identify in the moment and attempt to alter whatever I would have previously done, e.g. when I am frustrated with something one of my kids has done I used to yell quite a lot, now I excuse myself to a quiet place, calm down a bit, and then go back to address their behavior. I haven’t even seen my counselor since my last suicide attempt (less than 3 weeks ago) but I found that this has helped me immensely.

I’ve heard that positive self talk is a good thing.

No lie, if I can’t get excited to work on my car I’ll watch the first Fast and Furious movie and it gets me wrenching.

That is helpful, thank you. Something I had thought to look into was a battery powered, heated mirror for exactly that reason.

Thank you

More cushion for the pushin’

As a former resident of Washington, fuck that noise.

Too bad, I thought those were promising for industrial applications.

3 things you can count on, death, taxes, and war in the middle east.

The Scream 3 soundtrack is one of my favorites and was my introduction to System of a Down.

If I still get aroused and am unable to orgasm, that would be torture but if I don’t even feel the urge then I would let that go. I don’t laugh often anymore so it can stay or go, I doubt I would miss it.

Forced fertilization only

I bet a Haitian could get those back for him…/s

I hear you like big Indian boobs

Yes

Fuck them and fuck that.