I’m an ICU nurse, and that first year of Covid felt like a warzone. I guarantee it traumatized almost all of us; we still talk about it amongst ourselves as if referring to the “dark times” or something. I would love to never experience that again if I could… it was terrifying and I was coming home to my wife who is immunocompromised.
Constant uncertainty and overwhelming levels of people dying in amounts that you’re not ready for. In the first few months, people that were intubated (put on a ventilator, which we did quickly in the beginning) were effectively made a DNR. If they coded, we didn’t even try to resuscitate them because we didn’t have the protocols in place for performing advanced cpr, without infecting everyone
And it didn’t seem to care about their age. A healthy 30 year old dies; A 55 year old, grossly overweight patient with multiple comorbidities, walks out after a week. A marathon runner now needs a heart transplant. A 80 year old just has the sniffles… and then a massive stroke. It was unpredictable and awful to watch
My wife and I both had covid for the first time just earlier this year… we managed to avoid it this long at least, when it’s now not nearly as lethal (we were diligent and very lucky). So there’s that. But yeah, that stuff definitely fucked some nurses up. But we’re “healthcare heroes!” and sometimes get free pizza, so it’s all good, we continue forth regardless.
I’m just ranting now, and rarely talk about it anymore. But I feel like it’s good for people to still get an inside snippet sometimes. It’s almost impossible to put into words, as is. Shit was wild
I’m an ICU nurse, and that first year of Covid felt like a warzone. I guarantee it traumatized almost all of us; we still talk about it amongst ourselves as if referring to the “dark times” or something. I would love to never experience that again if I could… it was terrifying and I was coming home to my wife who is immunocompromised.
Constant uncertainty and overwhelming levels of people dying in amounts that you’re not ready for. In the first few months, people that were intubated (put on a ventilator, which we did quickly in the beginning) were effectively made a DNR. If they coded, we didn’t even try to resuscitate them because we didn’t have the protocols in place for performing advanced cpr, without infecting everyone
And it didn’t seem to care about their age. A healthy 30 year old dies; A 55 year old, grossly overweight patient with multiple comorbidities, walks out after a week. A marathon runner now needs a heart transplant. A 80 year old just has the sniffles… and then a massive stroke. It was unpredictable and awful to watch
My wife and I both had covid for the first time just earlier this year… we managed to avoid it this long at least, when it’s now not nearly as lethal (we were diligent and very lucky). So there’s that. But yeah, that stuff definitely fucked some nurses up. But we’re “healthcare heroes!” and sometimes get free pizza, so it’s all good, we continue forth regardless.
I’m just ranting now, and rarely talk about it anymore. But I feel like it’s good for people to still get an inside snippet sometimes. It’s almost impossible to put into words, as is. Shit was wild